First Week... the ups and the downs

The following post is actually from a couple days ago. Today (Friday the 19th) I'm feeling much better. I finally got a new phone that functions and the Internet in my house is working too! I've been going out a lot lately, dancing, and just having a good time! Today I have a ton of work ahead of me. I have to do data entry for interviews that were conducted for the Maternal Health project at CARE. Should be pretty interesting!

Tuesday June 16th:

Okay... at the moment I’m sitting in my room in Quito. I just ate a delicious lunch of pea/celery soup, fresh cheese, tomato juice, green beans, tomatoes, and beef with my host grandma, and our housemaid. Yesterday was a pretty long day of sitting and travel. All of my connections went smoothly and Inés, my host mom, was there to pick me up at the airport as soon as I got in. My last flight from Atlanta to Quito was especially nice. There was a monitor for every seat with good movie options, a free meal, and I pretty much spent the entire time talking at the two girls sitting next to me (I say “at” on purpose). At the end of the flight we were all forced to put on masks out of fear that we would bring Swine Flu into Ecuador, and I almost suffocated having to wear that thing for twenty minutes while everyone was trying to get their bags and shuffle off the airplane. I was feeling pretty good until I got into bed. The tears just started to flow for a lot of reasons that I’ve been bottling up the last couple months. Being back in Quito is like stepping into a memory. It feels strange and awkward and wrong. I know that this sadness will pass, and I’m already doing better today, but it’s hard to view this as a completely new experience given everything that’s happened here. My eyes were all puffy and gross in the morning but luckily no one said anything about it. On a lighter and slightly funnier note, I showered this morning and got dressed, and put on my makeup, bla bla bla, and then I looked up and realized there were construction workers repairing the roof and they could see directly into the bathroom via the skylight – AWKWARD. Luckily, I don’t think they were paying too much attention to me, but it was still a little uncomfortable. O, another thing I forgot to mention is all the noise in this place. I forgot about the constant stream of car alarms going off and dogs barking and construction work that starts from the break of dawn. Inés has a dog named “Mishu” that’s old and cranky. She told me that I’ll be fine as long as I don’t pet him EVER and tell him to “¡Subes Arriba!” or basically, get away from me! when I come in the gate at night. After I get my phone to work later today, I plan on calling my friend Maureen and heading out to the bars. I’m excited to see her and talk to her because I’m sure that she’s going through some of the same things that I am. I’ll be writing soon so hasta pronto! PS – The pictures are of my room, the view from my room and the skylight in my bathroom!

Festival Review!

Outside Lands was incredible as expected and it was so nice to see Maureen and to roam around Berkeley! The first day was kind of lame because it was hard to see everyone we wanted to see and it was impossible to walk anywhere because of the crowds (over 60,000 people in Golden Gate Park). The second and the third days, however, went really well. My favorite shows included Lupe Fiasco, Bon Iver, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Tom Petty and Jack Johnson. Unfortunately I didn't get to see Cake, but perhaps another time I'll be so lucky. 

The only down part of the trip was our drive home on Monday. Not only did I get a speeding ticket five minutes after taking the wheel, but my hand was completely swollen and sore due to a spider bite that I had received the night before. Luckily, Devany enjoys driving more than I which allowed me to relax and get some rest before my bus ride to Black Butte today to meet up with Carrie's family. After that, it'll be off to Wisconsin this Saturday for a week of hanging out with my grandma, visiting my uncle's lakefront cabin and seeing my amazing friends in Madison. 

Nos vemos pronto...

Outside Lands!!!!

So the day is finally here!! Today Devany and I are taking off to the Outside Lands Music Festival at San Francisco's Golden Gate park and I'm just so freaking excited right now!! I'm especially excited to stay with my awesome friend Maureen in Berkeley and for her to show me around the city etc.... Top five people I'm excited to hear include Manu Chao, Cold War Kids, Rodrigo and Gabriela, Ben Harper and Jack Johnson (there are too many more to name).

Other sweet news includes me finishing Shantaram and actually... that's the only other thing ha ha. I liked a passage that I found in it towards the end which read, "luck is what happens to you when fate gets tired of waiting". Okay all for now! Much love! 

Summer Part II

After finishing my first summer course, I'm taking my weekend break before course two (International Studies 260) gets under way on Monday. The subjects of the course are globalization and capitalism, so kind of redundant, but I guess there's always more to learn. I finally got my prints from Ecuador in the mail and put them all in an album. The next step will be to start on my awesome scrapbook. I'm pretty tired today after last night and am NOT looking forward to working at 11:45, but I know it won't be that bad once I get there and have a pre-work Café Yumm : )

Escritor Rebelde

Hey all! I made this commercial for my Spanish for Business class : ) Hope you guys like it!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCbQRMZnDTQ

Chapala

I love my work. After about a month at Chapala (a Mexican restaurant in Eugene), I'm finally starting to fit in there. The most exciting thing is that I get to practice my Spanish all the time; though (despite living in Quito) I'm humbled every day with how little I know and how MUCH MORE I need to learn. Daniel (Chilo), my friend there, told me last night that almost the entire staff gets together on Fridays to play soccer after work so I'm pumped to get started with that!! My boss is also super cool. He teaches me little phrases that people say in the restaurant. For example, when it's a really slow night he walks around to all the waiters and says, "¿no te bañaste?", meaning "You didn't shower?". Which of course is to say "Are you scaring off all the costumers with your stench?". O I love it. It's funny because I always seem to dread going in, but once I'm there the time flies by. 

Other events in my life include hanging out with my friend Niha 24/7, getting SO excited for Lauren to get home, eating at Yumm too much, and only having one more week in Spanish class before starting another four-week Internatinoal Studies class. 

Hasta pronto.

Returning to the EEUU

After a week of rest and reunion, I jumped into summer with a mighty splash of desire to escape from the inevitable boredom I would soon be facing. Two jobs, a class and a soccer team later, I surprisingly have time to sit here and write after too much time spent thinking. The first couple weeks home from Quito were pretty difficult and I suppose that I'm still struggling to deal with many of those issues a month and a half later. It's hard to put my feelings into words and I know that on my previous blogs I've put a lot of energy into avoiding all emotion; but I think it's time to make a change in that style and I couldn't think of a better way than to post a little sample of my diary.

6-24-08

... I miss Ecuador already!

7-07-08

I remember that when I wrote that last sentence I was completely lying. I was excited to go home and my heart wasn’t in Ecuador anymore. The last couple weeks have been really hard. I’m not experiencing culture shock, because everything in Eugene is as I thought it would be. I guess I just miss Ecuador. More than Ecuador, I miss the feeling I had while I was there and the feeling that I’ll never be able to get back. I miss the friends I had, my apartment, Guápulo, the walk to work and the drive to Mariscal. Those nine months were the best of my life. Working in Quito, waking up to the sun rising over the hills in Guápulo, making breakfast with those guys and then running errands at the market. Talking for hours and hours with Maureen, Katy and Julie at Pipa. Traveling with Julie to as many places as possible in the time we were allotted. I can never have that time back and that’s the hardest reality to face. I don’t think I’ve truly accepted it yet. I can’t make myself believe that all those people aren’t still living in that happy world and that I’m just not apart of it anymore. I’m scared that I’ll never be as happy as I was. 

Today:

I remember that when I returned from Peru to Quito with only a couple days before my flight home, the city felt like an empty shell. Before leaving for Peru I had already said goodbye to my life as it was. I stopped my internship, moved out of my apartment and had seen off several friends. During my final days I chose to think about Eugene instead of to embrace my final hours and I regret that decision. I know that some of my thoughts about Quito and things that I have written may seem irrational and dramatic. I know that I’ll be happy again in the way that I was and I know that I still have a lot of my life stretched out before me, but it’s important to acknowledge my fears in order to make a change. In the words of my dad, “you have to know real sadness in order to experience true happiness”. 

Special thanks to Mike, Sam, Julie, Maureen, Katy, Nathan, Kyle, Erica, Jaleh, Michelle, Quena, Averina, Pablo, Azanaw, Bastian, Rachel and Britney for making my experience so unforgettable. 

I've posted some pictures from my trip to Peru (Lima, Sacred Valley, Machu Picchu, Huacachina)

A la pura vida.

Pisco Sours!!

View of the Lima coast from our paragliding perspecive. 

Sacred Valley : )

Maccu Picchu!!!!

Huacachina Oasis. 

Break before sand-boarding.

CARE-Vilcabamba-Peru

This blog will have to be written in sections due to the fact that I haven’t posted in about a million years. That being said...

CARE: 

Yesterday was my last day of work at CARE International in Ecuador and after spending practically every day there for the past four months, I’m surprised to say that I haven’t written about my NGO experience hardly at all. Most of my time at CARE was spent in their Quito office, but I also had the opportunity to visit some projects in the field. Because there weren’t any current activities in the area of democracy and governance (my department at CARE), I ended up going to a province in Ecuador called Cayambe to observe CARE’s work within the theme of Education. 

The first projects I visited were aimed at developing better teaching methods in the subject areas of math and composition. The teachers all seemed to be really open to the work that CARE was doing and enthusiastic to learn and improve their schools. It was also fun to see all of the kids and to realize how happy they were to be learning and to be with their friends. 

CARE is also doing a lot of work with sexual education, so the second time I went to Cayambe was to observe a workshop for teachers on sexuality and sexual health. This one was great to participate in because there was a lot of emphasis on movement and self-awareness. The instructor did a wonderful job of making people laugh and at removing any awkwardness or preconceived beliefs that might have been present before the session began. 

As mentioned above, however, most of my time at CARE was spent in the office. Although our space for democracy was on the top floor with low ceilings and was insanely claustrophobic, I loved the people I worked with and usually looked forward to coming in every day. My best friend there, Marion (another intern) and I would always go to lunch at a delicious little place called Mr. Bagel. My Spanish improved a ton through our daily outings because Marion is French and her Spanish is better than her English. It’s hard to sum up my time at CARE because I learned so much and did so many things. I think that more than anything I’m going to miss the warm atmosphere and just chatting with people in the lunchroom about whatever. I’m also going to miss my boss, Belén, who taught me so much about CARE and NGOs in general. I’ll be back there for a day on the 28th, so I’ll have the opportunity to take some pictures of the office and of all of my colleagues to post.

Vilcabamba/Peru

My dream came true! Finally, after eight long months of waiting, I got the opportunity to travel to the famed valley of longevity. There were eight of us altogether and we basically just spent three days relaxing in our hotel, getting massages and enjoying the fantastic scenery. 

On our second day there, we did the most incredible hike I’ve ever done in my life. We started low in the mountains with wildflowers and butterflies completely surrounding us, and then the trail sharply ascended to a ridgeline for the next two hours. This part of the hike was a little scary at times because there were huge drop-offs on either side of us with a trail that was as narrow as two feet in width at times. The last part of the hike descended into the forest again and followed a river all the way back to the main road. 

Because the bus-ride from Vilcabamba to Quito is roughly 20 hours, we decided to break it up by stopping for a night in Cuenca (the city where I spent Christmas with my family). We strolled around the beautiful churches, got a bite to eat and tried to take it easy before making the second part of our long haul home the next day.

That trip was a couple weeks ago now but it feels like much longer. Right now I’m in the process of packing up all of my things so I can take off for Peru this evening. I have to move everything I have to the house of a friend because the contract for my apartment runs out on the 16th of May and I don’t get back until the 27th. After that, I have about three days in Quito before going back to Eugene. It’s insane how fast it all went, and I’m not sure if I’m ready to come home, but I also miss my family and friends and am actually a little excited to start back up with school at the UO. 

Right now I’m trying to focus on the next few weeks that I’ll have in Peru - Machu Picchu and the Nazca Lines. With so many adventures coming up in the near future, it’s hard to think about Oregon. Many apologies that this blog wasn’t more developed and was a little sporadic, but I think it reflects my current state of mind: unfocused and confused. Hasta pronto friends.

Butterflies and Four-Wheelers

Last week could easily be summarized by itchy legs and swollen ankles. Even after getting about a 100 mosquito bites in Mindo (a small town near the edge of the Ecuadorian jungle) my memories of visiting a butterfly reserve, riding four-wheelers through the muddy cloud-forest, hiking to several waterfalls, and swinging across green canyons on zip-lines weren’t in the least bit tainted. Mindo was a great escape for me. I went with a fun group and we all were determined to fit as much as possible into the short weekend.

As mentioned above, the following week was a little rough due to my bites, which created an allergic reaction and turned my legs into useless stumps for several days. My ankles gradually improved after tons of aloe, lotion and several medications, but the road to recovery was not a pleasant one to say the least. 

Last weekend was the beginning of “Semana Santa” (Holy Week). Having an extra day off of work on Friday, I decided to take another trip to the coast with some friends. We headed to an island called Muisne in the north of Ecuador. Although the setting was incredible, with the longest beach in the country (around 10 kilometers), the town was completely dead, and after a huge thunderstorm on Friday night and flooded streets in the morning, we decided it was time for a change of scenery. Atacames was the natural choice. Known for always being packed and having the best nightlife on the coast, we knew that boredom would be unlikely.

We danced; we people-watched and we enjoyed our last moments of the beach before returning to Quito on Sunday morning. Sleeping on the bus wasn’t hard considering the loud rooster that had been crowing all night outside the window of our hostel. My assumption that roosters only make noise at 5:00 AM was shattered when it started at around 2:00 AM and didn’t stop until noon. 

Returning to CARE with no serious illnesses or other physical problems was nice for a change. It was a busy Monday at the office and is shaping up to be a pretty eventful week. If things work out as planned, I might be able to take a trip to one of CARE’s projects on Thursday or Friday. I’m really excited to see the tangible work that all these contracts and this crazy bureaucracy eventually help to create. 

Aside from work, I’ve been spending a lot of time with my friend Michelle who just finished an internship in Quito and goes home to Oregon on Wednesday. I hope that this post will assure everyone that I’m safe, happy and secure. Anyone who has read the news lately on Ecuador would probably think that I've been either up to my waist in flood-water or huddled in my home, praying to God that President Rafael Correa doesn’t make a horrible, stupid and insane decision by, o say... invading Colombia! Honestly though, things in Quito have been pretty normal. Just a little more rain than usual and a little more conflict along the borders between Colombia, Peru and Venezuela. As for the flooding, it’s been primarily occurring along the southern coast and there are several humanitarian organizations working there now (including CARE) to provide emergency relief to the displaced.

To be honest, I’ve been so preoccupied with the U.S. primaries that it’s been hard to focus on anything else! Oregon might even matter for once this time around (for democrats at least). I was so excited that Barack came to Eugene, but so sad that I couldn’t be there! I find it quite surprising that wherever I go in Ecuador, people always seem to be curious about the U.S. elections and they all love Obama! It’s crazy that they even know who he is. Only a couple months until the Oregon Primary! 

I also can’t believe that it’s already March 24th! I just have April before heading off to Peru in early May. My friend Maureen and I are leaving on the 12th for Lima and then to Machu Picchu. From there we’ll meet some more friends in Lima on the 19th and explore the Nazca lines along the southern coast. 

I guess that’s all for today. Hope that all is well and that you all had a wonderful Easter! ¡Un abrazo bien grande! 

“Carnaval” in Ecuador = Water, Foam, Mosquitoes and Transportation Conflict... but I love it.

Sadly, I have no photos from my long weekend in Canoa, but I’ll try to describe the mayhem to the best of my ability. We (the Guápulo crew) departed from Quito on Saturday morning (the 2nd) and arrived eight hours later in Manta that evening. Dark clouds and dirty streets welcomed us as we slumped around town with our heavy bags in search of a hostel. I was pretty disappointed with Manta on many levels. First off, we had all been expecting a packed city with a beautiful, accessible beach; but instead found a run down port with a military base and the smell of dead fish lingering in the air. Luckily, our stay there was short because we had to depart the next morning for Canoa. The highlight of Manta was attacking little kids with water bottles who were poised to strike back with foam as soon as we made our move. 

I’m actually at work right now. It’s been a while since Carnaval and quite some time since I wrote the above paragraph. It’s hard to remember all the details of our trip, but I’m sure most everything will come back to me as I write. Before I go on any further, however, I should probably explain what Carnaval is and why it’s such a big deal in Latin America. People all over the world celebrate Carnaval, as it is a time of craziness and indulgence before Lent. Because the majority of South Americans are Catholics, the people have been celebrating Carnaval for over a century and have gained worldwide recognition for their wild parties sometime between early February and early March (depending on the year). Although Brazil’s Carnaval is the most famous, I’ve found that Ecuadorians also know how to party and they add their own little twist to the fun. For example, as mentioned above, it’s very common to find little kids ominously hanging out on street corners with huge water guns, cans of dyed foam and buckets of dirty water contaminated with God only knows what. We discovered pretty quickly that one of their favorite targets includes passing buses with the windows wide open and innocently sleeping gringos inside. 

Returning to my adventures... from Manta we took a bus to Bahía de Caraquez, a short boat ride to San Vicente, and then another 20-minute bus to Canoa. What is normally an almost deserted beach, reserved for surfer bums and young explorers, inevitably turned into a madhouse of Carnaval clichés for the three days that we spent there. Trash flooded the streets, loud techno boomed from every restaurant and the beach itself was almost impossible to navigate with so many pitched tents, umbrellas and bodies competing for every last plot of sand. By the time we arrived, all the hotels and tent rentals had been booked, so we ended up having to sleep in an office that was in the process of being remodeled. Although it wasn’t the most private of lodgings and we didn’t have a key for the room, we did have our own bathroom (that guests thought was public and were constantly trying to use) and a mosquito net too! Overall, I had an absolutely wonderful time in Canoa despite the dirty chaos. I soaked up the sun, ate delicious sea-food and completely forgot about my cold-highland home. 

That’s not to say that I wasn’t excited to get back. Anxious is probably a better word, considering that all of the buses were completely full on Tuesday and we were all a little panicked that it would be impossible to find anything that would get us back for class and work by Wednesday. Long story short, we eventually made it back to Quito after several bus rides, and about three hours spent in a run-down little city called Tosagua, where we picked up some lunch and had a wonderful time teaching local kids how to play the card game called “BS” (which we translated to “mentira” or “lie” in English). Great weekend, great fun and I can’t wait to get out of Quito again for my long awaited trip to Vilcabamba in March. I hope that you all have a wonderful day of love tomorrow and I’ll try to write again in the near future! ¡Te amo mucho!